My New Book
Yeah, okay. Time for full disclosure.
So there is exactly one and only one way to read the new thing I am writing. So, yeah. If you like my books, this one is free, and a new chapter comes out each week. A brief historical overview:
1. Several months ago, This Is Not Tom was created as a riddle site by a young man named Alexander Basalyga (real person, real college student, real genius).
2. For several weeks before Hank and I stumbled across This Is Not Tom, I had been receiving a series of strange emails from someone who claimed that all these unusual things had happened to her, including high-quality virtual-reality encounters with the novelist David Foster Wallace and a bunch of other hyperreal gaming experiences she referred to as "experations." She also claimed that she had no "access" to her identity.
2a. I never replied to these early emails (there were about 20 of them). I get a lot of emails, and honestly as weird as these were, they didn't seem that weird.
2b. When I first heard about This Is Not Tom, I became obsessed with solving the riddles, but I suck at solving riddles, so I did a blogtv show in which nerdfighters helped me figure them out. Later that night, I got a skype friend request from someone, and it turned out to be the young woman who was sending me the emails. She wanted me to tell her story hidden behind riddles on this is not tom. She didn't want the story to be text-searchable (which it isn't), and she felt that hiding it behind riddles would protect the story from search engines (which it has).
2c. I discussed this idea with Alex, who both agreed to participate. Every week since then, Alex has uploaded a new video to the isthistom youtube channel. That video leads you through a series of riddles that ends with a chapter of the story.
3. That evening, I spoke to this person, briefly, on skype, and I heard her voice, because I wanted to confirm that she was A. serious and B. not Hank and C. not anyone else I know. From speaking to her, she struck me as a totally convincing teenager(ish).
4. No, I am not making this up.
4A. Obviously, it is possible that she is making it up. Honestly, I hope that she is, because otherwise she is probably mentally ill. I'm very interested in this young woman's identity, not least because I want to make sure her family knows what's going on. But she has gone to elaborate lengths to conceal it--or, I mean, I suppose it's theoretically possible that she genuinely doesn't know who she is. Regardless, she seems totally convinced that people are really, as they say, out to get her.
5. So, yeah. I found the bones of what she was telling me interesting enough that I started writing about it, first in cryptic little chapters and then in longer ones. To answer the questions I'm getting most often: Yes, she has told me more than I've written about yet. And yes, she still emails me at least once a week. (Portions of her emails, in fact, are inserted into the chapters.) And yes, I think I know approximately where she currently is, but only very approximately.
6. The reason I kind of danced around the fact that I'm writing this is because of the weird issues surrounding authorship. It is my story, and I'm writing it, but it is her life (or at least she seems to think it is), and in some ways she controls the plot.
7. The riddles Alex makes each week are beautiful and fascinating and deserve to be played, but if you want to catch up on old chapters directly, you can do so by scrolling down to the TINT Spoiled section of thisisnotforums.com.
69 Comments:
wow, first commenter (sp?) possibly? that's cool...also, this post seriously confused me, but i'm going to try and go do the riddles.
Thanks for the explanation! That clears up a few things.
This is all weird and wonderful, but I'm worried about her, you know? No one should feel that alone.
It is also a very uncommon teenager to know who David Foster Wallace was, let alone have read him and have had encounters with him. She is lucky to have you to tell her story, but I do not envy her in the least.
Hmm... I'm confused. But I'm sure that's because I haven't had time to follow thisisnottom. M
aybe I can catch up in the summer-- with the help of thisisnot forums.
I am very confused. I can't figure out any of the thisisnottom stuff. :/
This explains so much, thanks for that. I find this story so enthralling, I can't seem to tear my eyes away.
I really hope that she is making this up, because if she isn't I'm very scared for her, and for those who may know her.
This whole thing just seems very strange, are you SURE it isn't Hank using a girl voice? The whole thing sounds unreal in a lot of ways.
At first I did not believe you about the girl writing the emails thing, thought you were making it up to make everything more intriguing and etc. Now, after reading this and Hank's thing in the forums, I am just confused. I want to believe that she is really real and really telling you these things, whether those things actually happened or not. But I still cannot let myself believe/trust you. I don't know why. I guess the normal mindset that stems from communicating online, that knowing that while taking things at face value, assuming truth because why shouldn't I? (Alex writing the stories, them being just stories) there is, at the same time, no way to be sure that ANYTHING is really true. And if you think about that too long or too often, you become really suspect about everything, and that wears you out. Which is to say, I guess, that I want to believe you about the girl and her emails, but can't. Stupid internet.
Um... can it possibly be helpful to a mentally ill person to have their delusions get them the attention of a famous author and now tons of other people on the internet?
I'm... certainly not trying to hold you responsible for her mental health, which you're not, but I find this highly weird.
Here's to hoping this is just a normal, bored, alienated, and highly creative teenager.
I tries TINT.....and I only got the first two. And I feel bad reading it without working for it, so.....no prizes for me. T.T How goes the collab with David Levithan?
~Wynn
A book with the plot of a mysterious teenaged girl telling riddles to an author actually seems more compelling to me than her life itself. This is a creepy beautiful story you have, here. Now THAT would make for a great work of fiction like no other.
I was talking to a friend about this yesterday after your blogtv show and she just refused to believe any of it. She thinks you're a liar and YOU'RE making all of this up, as opposed to "her" making it up. In her eyes, SOMEONE is making SOMETHING up.
But regardless of my friend's opinions, and regardless of what "the truth" is, I'm going to continue reading. It's fucking great writing, whatever it is.
I have a hard time believing in the girl. And I feel pretty sad about that, like it's reflective of how doubtful a person I am. But 1, it's hard to trust things over the internet and things you cannot see, and 2, the girl's life is very odd. It seems a lot like Dollhouse. I suppose there could be organizations in the world that do testing on people hooked to computers, but it feels too scifi movie. I really want to believe in her, but I just have a hard time doing that.
That being said, I'm excited that you're collab-ing with Alex. I think his genius of forming riddles and your genius of writing are very peanut butter and jelly. I wish more people could discover it and be involved, because it's awesome.
I find this interesting because it's kind of testing the limits of what we believe and don't believe. You're presenting a story, based on emails someone is telling you. Doesn't everyone do this a lot? Obviously not to this extent, but yes. We have to fill in the blanks a lot of times on people as we get to know them. It's kind of fascinating and I am really, really excited to see where this is going.
Also, this is kind of a weird theory, but is this in any way connected to the book you're working on now? I heard you read some of it on BlogTV and it seems kind of similar but in a different way.
Thank you for posting this as a blog entry. I was present for your blogtv show and as confused as I was about the details of this whole situation, I'm pretty good at accepting the abnormal and extreme (it's is probably why i like the tv show Lost so much). I tried to help out others who were confused by summarizing what you told us on blogtv in a post on thisisnotforums, but you have done a much better job here at explaining this. I have been following TiNT since the very beginning and this new news has only made my love and obsession for TiNT grow!
I look forward to continue reading the new TiNT chapters each week and playing along with the riddles. I love that you are so passionate about TiNT and getting this girl's story out because it helps me get around the weirdness of the whole story and read it as a piece of nonfiction.
YFN, if you are reading this, I hope we can help you!
This is all very interesting but still very hard to wrap my head around. I want to read this story and to connect with this person but I feel as though I am being deemed unworthy of knowing, understanding her just because I don't have the mental acuity for or even just a knack for riddles. After all is said and done and the book is finished will you release this free of puzzles? Please answer on this blog or to my email: mikaellan@yahoo.com
Interesting story... but I can't help but wonder if this is a very elaborate, late April Fools joke, and the last chapter will end with an epic Hankroll.
Haven't you asked her something, that can help you in knowing if she's making it up or not?
*It's like Ken Follet's Code To Zero (someone erased everything personal of his memory, but not the stuff he did, like write or resolve math problems)
Does it make me a huge jerk if I just want to continue pretending this is all a very elaborate, fictional, brilliant story?
F**k I suck at riddles and didn't bother keeping up with Thisisnottom as it unfolded. Now I have a bunch of catching up to do.
I write this out of genuine concern for the well-being of all involved: are you sure it's safe to correspond on an intimate level with a person who is possibly mentally ill? As in, is it safe for you if she's not stable? Might there be some risk in talking with her?
John, I'm confused, does Alex know who this girl is?
This is all sort of blowing my mind. Although I'm about 99% sure that you're making everything up as a way to experiment in new, far more reader-involved storytelling, I'm still really intrigued and really impressed.
LOL - a writer of young adult fiction with a knack for mysterious young females AND a talented riddler, and you are seriously expecting us to buy ANY of this? Sorry, dude.
It's a fabulous plot which all kinds of pomo-Zeitgeist enthusiasts will get worked up about at some future point in time in some college intro-to-teenage lit class, though, I am sure. The only other possibility is that you seriously fell for _yet another one_? I know you want to believe, but hey ... make believe is almost as good ... :)
I have a hell of a hard time believing this, but I'm open to the possibility that it's true. Whatever it is, it's crazy brilliant and I'm totally hooked.
This whole thing is all immensly interesting. I have been aware of thisisnottom, I was in a ustream chat with Melissa a few weeks back where it had the whole Hollis and LFA clues, and I was in your blogtv show when you first explained the situation to everyone. However, I, being wrapped up in the straight jacket of stress that we call college, have not had a chance to actually solve the Riddles.
As of yesterday, however, I did find the links to the story parts of the riddles and bookmarked them; I plan to read them this weekend (I find it important to find time to breath before I find time to read).
So even though I have yet to read your new "book", I am already very intrigued with the identity of this young woman.
Oh - but I am sorry. You are NOT expecting us to believe. Just to follow. How silly of me ...
Okay, I went to the forum, cheated, read all of the chapters so far and am loving it.
For the record I think you are making up 100% of this. When LonelyGirl15 was "happening" you were SO into it. I bet you've been thinking about this all this time. OH! And your next novel your working on is about a girl who DOESN'T KNOW SHE'S A FICTIONAL CHARACTER!
Mr. John Green you have won all of my respect for you creative genius (not that I didn't think you were a creative genius before today).
I told my friends who are Nerdfighters who don't know it yet about thisisnottom.com and I hope they'll be able to get through it all.
In the first few seasons of Lost I was addicted to a forum I found about the theories of the island, etc. I think I have just found a new addiction, although sightly insulted that the riddles hinder the readership.
And when I say that I hope my friends who don't know they are Nerdfighters yet will get through the riddles I don't hope that because they might be too stupid not to get through them. I mean I hope they get through thisisnottom and realize they belong in the awesome world of Nerdfighteria.
"Regardless, she seems totally convinced that people are really, as they say, out to get her."
Are you sure she's not just pretending to be convinced that people are really out to get her? This could just be a young women with a brilliant story idea, who's possibly an actress and wanted to make the story as real as possible and did so by embodying the character she created. Or at least.. I hope so, because if not like you said.. she's probably mentally ill.
Oh, man...
I find myself in the bizarre situation of having the ten-year-old, "fairies are real, we just can't see them" me insisting I believe that such a person could be real and such a thing could be possible, while the 23-year-old (current) me says, quite cynically, "Yeah. Right."
I think I'm going to choose to listen to the ten-year-old me, because the world is a better place through her eyes. This project is awesome, no matter its true source, and I've been enjoying every minute of it.
I do believe in fairies, I do, I do!
Hahaha.
Wow. Just wow.
I feel pretty cool now, because I've been following TiNT from the beginning.
Anyway, I don't believe that the story is true. The girl is most likely just a talented actress if you believe her. And I'm not entirely sure that you believe her, at that. You could just be trying to pull the wool over our eyes on this one.
It doesn't really matter though. It's the riddles that got me hooked to begin with. The story's just kind of the icing on top of the cake. (And it is damn good icing.)
*Spoiler*
So, you say she's been emailing you for a while, but in the latest chapter, she claims she doesn't have access to email.
Nope, something just doesn't add up here.
Eric said...
"*Spoiler*
So, you say she's been emailing you for a while, but in the latest chapter, she claims she doesn't have access to email.
Nope, something just doesn't add up here."
Thank you for pointing that out.
Don DeLillo wrote: "Famous people don't want to be told that you have a quality in common with them. It makes them think there's something crawling in their clothes."
What's your take on that? Do you feel infested by fans (and siblings, genetic and otherwise) who often compare themselves to you and/or aspire to be you?
I am a bit confused on how to accomplish this, so bare with me.
I had (before you told us about this) done some of thisisnottom. I had gotten through Zed and Zelma but was stuck there. After seeing your BlogTv yesterday I went to the TINT Forums.
I feel incredible stupid, but I just can figure out how to get to the chapters. Do we just keep doing the riddles (like zelma and zed) until a screen comes up with a paragraph?
Maybe, I was just in the wrong place in the forum?
Pam said, "F**k I suck at riddles"
Pam, I have the same problem.
Pam also said, "Okay, I went to the forum, cheated, read all of the chapters so far and am loving it."
Which part of the forum is this in? How do you get there, Pam?
Sounds epic. Thisisnottom is very confusing to me.
Okay, so my friend and I got really obsessed with TiNT for about...a day. We figured out all the riddles up to that day, but this was before any chapters came out. Once it became apparent what was going on, I cheated, because I was very interested in the story but have NO time for the (brilliant, genius) elaborate riddles.
Now, I want to believe you, but this presents a double-edged sword of a problem. If you write the truth, then I feel you are either being completely duped by some clever but lying girl or you are ignoring mental illness and well, exploiting it.
The other side of the sword is if you are making all this up. Then, you are lying to us and insulting our intelligence by trying to make us believe.
I don't know what to think. But I'm worried, one way or the other. I'll keep reading, but I just can't believe you.
On the main page of the forum there are three boxes: "TINT THUS FAR", "
TiNT: Clue by Clue Discussions (Just Hints...No Spoilers)" and at the very bottom of the page (you'll have to scroll down the page) you'll see "FORUM". Inside that box is a link that says "TINT SPOILED!". Click on this link.
There you'll see two boxes. The first contains links like, "1.1.1 Clue Sequence (spoiled)" and "1.2.1 Clue Sequence (spoiled)". "1.1.1", etc. are the titles of the chapters. Read them in numeric order. To read the chapters click on the links, "1.1.1 Clue Sequence (spoiled)" will take you to a topic page with "Zed and Zelma through 1.1.1". CLICK this. The second post has the link to the first chapter. It sounds like a lot of clicking, but I read through all of the chapters quickly.
To get to some of them you have to read the post and follow the hint, but it's easy.
It seems complicated... and I hope it's not.
Anonymous, I believe that John is making up 100% of the story and is out right lying to us that this is real (shh, don't tell him that I think this). Just sit back and enjoy the story; it's really good!
This seems like a pretty sweet revamp of the lonelygirl15 story. It definitely sounds like something you would want to be involved in, and probably something you should be involved in. Alas, I am awful at riddles (at least, riddles of this caliber.) But I hope it achieves lonelygirl15 proportions because that was really fun to watch.
Part of me wants to believe that John's making all of this up. He's a novelist, that's what they do. But then again, part of me doesn't...
It would be like he's gone all LonelyGirl on us, and he was one of the people who devoted their time to proving LonelyGirl was fake.
And those weeks he just pretended he was a fan of the story... ohh, yeah guys, I'm really interested in the story behind tint BECAUSE I'M WRITING IT. I just think it would've been nice to have been updated about this earlier.
I dunno, it just seems so like him, with a MPDG and all...
So confused.
I've just caught up on all of the chapters and...
Supposedly this girl started emailing you BEFORE you ever wrote down any of her story. But in one of the chapters she asks members of the forum to create gmail accounts for her to use because she's afraid she'll be tracked by "Him" if she uses her own.
Were you just inserting that so you could hide the identity of the authorship for awhile? Because obviously this girl had her own email address before that chapter went up.
Or your making everything up lol.
so i see most people here are saying if they think its true, or not. if you're just making all of this up or if there really is a girl who is really living this story(or at least claiming she is). I dont really think it matters, cause if you are making it up, its a great story and more power to you. ( for the record i believe you, but who knows, maybe this is just one big spoof). and if there really is a girl who is e-mailing you, then here you are, trying to help her out, trying to help her figure out the very question many people ask themselves, "who am i?"
so it doesnt really matter in the end, whether you're lying or not. you're either coming up with a great thought-provoking story, or you're helping someone in desperate need of help.
I don't know, it seems kind of creepy and wrong to take advantage of a girl who could possibly (no matter how small the possibility) be mental disabled.
Which is why I believe this is all fake.
wait! so a few weeks ago when you read from your new book during a live show, were you actually reading some of what you had written for this??? or is there another book in progress? i'm so confused. i haven't been following this is not tom since the first few riddles were up.
This sounds like a Margo Roth Spiegelman in Paper Towns comes to life! A little creepy and yet interesting...
I know this is obnoxious, after all that you've said, but...I don't believe you.
I mean, I'm willing to believe that you could be writing the stories, even though Alex said that he was writing them. It's just very hard for me to believe that this girl is real. I'm sure that SOMEBODY is making this up.
just finished reading them. I really love it!
its YOU?!?! Why the flippin heck have I not called this sooner? Gah, I even debated with you about YOUR OWN WORK in the ning forums!! You, sir, are a very crafty guy. :P
I'm with the people that are 70% sure you are completely making up the mental girl -- 20 emails from a delusional person that you actually OPENED.... yeah, that actually is weird, sorry. But you've still got me 30% worried about her / willing to do anything to help her. Does she still email you (if she exists?)? Or are you completely going off on your own then?
Captcha dictionary:
Maniz (maa-niz) n. A term which here means mind manipulation that is the shiz. (example: TiNT is the best maniz on the net!)
and also, wait. I thought she didn't have access to email. ??
don't you think it's time you update the bio & contact page?
hey CP: interesting. myself, i think that delillo theory (is that underworld?) is all wrong. Most who attain fame (whether they seek it or not) also attain loneliness. As Vicki Baum said, "Fame always brings loneliness. Success is as ice cold and lonely as the North Pole."
With fame, the opportunities for true connections with others become fraught with risk. I think, then, that such connections become coveted, not reviled. so instead of an infestation, a fan sharing of themselves is a welcome and mutual pat on the back amongst friends.
Of course, even if some "famous people" agreed with the delillo quote (like maybe dick cheney or boh3m3?), they would probably never publicly say so.
on this TINT thing, i don't see why so many people are so quick to accuse john of making up the whole thing!
if you analogize this whole thing to lonelygirl15 (as people seem to be doing), almost anyone who wrote about lg15 was suspected of being behind it or associated with it, but none of them were.
my personal opinion is that john really gets these emails (why lie?), but that her story is obviously fictional.
milowent, I don't think the thing with John recieving emails and decided to write out a strangers story is real, because as a published author with books deals and stuff he shouldn't risk telling another person's story because of creative commons and that stuff.
After mulling this over in my head for a while I've begun to think this is an intricately woven web of stories, from a mysterious fictional character that is keeping us all reading at fast paces. Either way, I don't really care because this writing is wonderful and I'm enjoying reading it immensely. You are pure genius my friend, pure genius.
does this mean you're done with the script for the Papertowns-movie?
Hey milowent, thank you for the feedback. Yes, that's Underworld.
The question occurred to me in considering the situation John described in this "My New Book" blog entry - a deep and consuming interest in the life of one particular fan.
There's no question that John loves and wants fans. John was preoccupied with watching himself climb to the top of the google-pile of John Greens. He watched it so much that he once gave up watching it for Lent. John wrote "I want fans like fat girls want to be skinny."
But John also said that he'd pretend to sell his mother's kidneys on the internet if he thought it would help him get famous - and that came back to me as I read "My New Book".
As John has ascended to King of the hill of John Greens, his references to - and apparent interest in - the specifics of individual fans has declined (the finagling of a prom date here and there aside.)
This is understandable - and probably advisable given the age difference between John and his average fan. And John and Hank have gone to fantastic lengths to facilitate contact and collaboration among the fans, the results of which are potentially more satisfying, and certainly more manageable, than 77,000 people individually interacting on a deep and meaningful personal level with John. Plus it leaves him more time for self-googling, and mowing the lawn.
So I was wondering: is John really as likely to care so much about one outrageously weird fan that he'd take on the role of her protector and voice, as he is likely to pretend to sell his mother's kidneys on the internet to get famous?
It all comes down to how he feels about fans. or fame.
The one thing that worries me about this is a) if YFN is real and she's just very menatally disturbed or b) that she is an attention-seeking nerdfighter who just wants contact with you. (In which case I would lose all respect for this project.)
For those commenting on the fact that she said she didn't have email. If you catch up with the chapters, she DOES have access to many emails from the forum. She just doesn't stick to one of them. The chapters are also behind the actual events. John did say that he knows more than the chapters actually share.
Serenamina, she didn't gain access to those email accounts until well after John says she emailed him.
Someone pointed out that she probably had access to email, but she wants safer email addresses than the one she previously had.
I think this might be a wrong choice. If you really think this person may be ill, you probably should not have taken this public. Why did you?
i love novels with riddles in them.
tint is making me think that that might be because i like watching other people do the riddlework while i just turn pages and stuff.
it turns out i really suck at riddles.
woah. thats mind-blowing, isnt it?
I WISH i was good at riddles so i could follow this story the way it is supposed to be followed, but i'll probably just go to the forums.
it's amazing that you are writing it...especially since you loved it so much before.
:)
I'm in with the "I'm currently undergoing some massive internal debate" group as far as this is concerned. There are some bits which just don't add up. One example is, as someone pointed out, John posting on the ning about the mysterious writing at 1.2.1 and 1.2.2, which HE SUPPOSEDLY WROTE!That, and the email thing, and the general mysteriousness of it all makes me.... doubtful, let's say doubtful.
But, presently, I'm agreeing with the previous poster; I'm sticking with my curious, open to believe ten year old influence on this story, as it makes it more interesting.
It could all be real, it could be a massive publicity stunt, we could all have been led like cattle.
But one thing's for sure, if this ends with a Hank Roll, both John and Alex are being sought out and punched repeatedly by many hundreds of people.
Wow. Just wow. That is fantastically fascinating.
There is something very 'Margo' about this. I tried thisisnottom and was unable to solve a single page without cheating. I wish I could participate because I want to know the truth. Something just doesn't fit here.
"The Sequel" and now this!
The whole thing is starting to have a very Borges feeling to it.
Are you a student of Jorge Luis Borges?
Sounds like a plot to a William Gibson novel
I know it is against the spirit of Thisisnottom, but I know the answer. It is "mymotherandfather".
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